Red Mental Reconstruction 2: Memory Wipe

[chemical remote controlled psycho-slave]

I am not certain whether it was due to drug overdose, or to mental
reconstruction by the remote spiritual agent, most of my hospitalisations
were a complete "social reset" accompanied with a memory wipe
and the installation of the system of thinking which was approved
by Croatian psychiatry, psychiatrists and the "technicians" as the final
executors.

I think more of "defragmenting" my memory and making it more resilient
than wiping it and undergoing a "reinstall".

The enemies of mind are fear, anger, doubt, lust and the like.

They are also sometimes referred to as Seven Deadly Sins, which mostly
correspond to the list.

As I said, I believe in democracy and people choosing for themselves,
more than autocracy and authorities choosing instead of the people.

in the Lord
Amen

[chemical remote controlled psycho-slave]

Of course, my mind and brain are not what they used to be 28 years ago when I
was first medicated, and I had some symptoms I was medicated for even then.

The environment is basically not supportive towards the libertarian approaches,
self-control, "harm reduction", and "psychiatry in community".

The Adversary works in the minds of the unsuspecting sheeple, and it is for the
best to continue taking meds in current doses until I will no longer have to.

Dopamine surge would probably overwhelm my brain, as it had created new receptors
for the dopamine being blocked by the "anti-psychotics". Plus, my brain is probably
smaller now than before 28 years on mind drugs. Its capacity to deal with the real-life
challenges without the meds and remotely guided "support" will have to gradually grow.

I have to recover not in some cottage in idyllic green environment and nature,
but in the hostile environment of a treacherous city devout to everything authoritarian.

in the Lord
Amen

[chemical remote controlled psycho-slave]

Apparently, the word was out that my recent server upgrades due to the recent
cyber attacks were "unreasonable" and an act of "worsening of my illness", it is
"business as usual" and I am a possible danger.

I guess it would be prudent to communicate with people so they could see the
real me and not the slander and rumors from a source whose true allegieance is not
yet identified.

in the Lord
Amen