Psychic Cannibalism

[psychiatric asexual beta drone]

The conglomeration of 1,000+ inmates with conditions from borderline,
to depression, to bipolar disorder, to schizophrenia creates an atmosphere
of psychic and spiritual cannibalism.

Just entering inside the hospital as a visitor for an hour may cost you a
month's worth of mental work, meditation and prayers. It is important
not to resist, but sometimes it itches the most and I slip.

This creates an atmosphere that if someone would hear the Gospel
or Word of God as I read it, there will always be someone to sell it.
It is not so different outside with the Croatian Catholics trusting
in grace of Lady of Croats, and neither with the red offspring, who
usually think that they can sell two out of three prayers and still
be OK with God.

in the Lord
Amen

[psychiatric asexual beta drone]

In this chaos, the only thing I found sure was what I confessed and atoned for.

Today my entire spiritual progress was replaced with a black thistle feeling in
brain after which I could not pray. But I called upon Jesus and reds said they
had to return it.

But it feels as if they returned you an innocent girlfriend after selling her to a
gang bang.

Basically, ruined, not worth it like anything in Croatia, and there is nothing
one could build upon in this moral landslide. Everyone is Jesus or god to me.
They are not, but to me they say they are, even hooligans, youths, commie
preteen kids and rascals.

Something in me is still aware of God as the Creator of the Universe, and
of Jesus as someone who did atonement for my sins on the cross of the Calvary
(Golgotha).

1 Peter 1:23
Being born again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, by the word of God,
which liveth and abideth for ever.

in the Lord
Amen

[psychiatric asexual beta drone]

But thank Good Heavens, I was witnessed in Spirit that neither in Heaven nor
in Paradise will be any of mind erasing, brainwashing, psychic cannibalism,
selling of sacraments and prayers and the like. And none who do it will enter
the Kingdom of Heaven.

in Jesus name
Amen

[psychiatric asexual beta drone]

The reds used a kid for each prayer that they wanted to sell, and complained
that they have lost so many and I have just prayed the prayers again.

in the Lord
Amen