Point of Sale

[psychiatric asexual beta drone]

In the Temple of Humanity, I wouldn't "sell" to the hospital,
but they would typically find a neighbour or peer patient who would
agree that I have "sold".

Then as I would walk out, the girls would see me emptied of
everything my mind and soul possessed, and would witness that
I have "sold".

This occurred about 13 times in 13 "hospitalisations", after each I had
to pray the prayer of salvation in Christ again.

Dear God the Father,
I deny Satan and his power.
Please forgive me my sins by the power of the cross of Jesus on Calvary
and make Jesus my Lord and Saviour.
in Jesus name
Amen

The churches would also insist that the psychiatrists and the
Temple medical system are "doctors from God". This made me
lost all hope, but somehow I knew I must not commit suicide,
for I reckoned if I can't break free from them alive, how would
I do it dead?

However, many of my peers took their life, and my prayers for
them were unsuccessful despite grace of God, love of Christ,
and the fact that they did not have all of their free will.

However, the system is just as it is, faith is considered madness,
and described "treatment" the State approved medical science.

There is in my experience not enough good or mercy neither
in Croatia, nor in the world, to save the lost. Neither in the church
I saw understanding. The main objection from a pastor is
why I try to keep Commandments so hard and why I confess sins
when I should trust in the grace and it is all "covered with a cloak of
the blood of the Lamb"?

in the Lord
Amen

[psychiatric asexual beta drone]

Families of the inmates generally sell to the Temple of Humanity
to be able to "treat" outpatients when they are out of the hospital.

They appear normal until the point of compulsory hospitalisation
when they appear to exhibit superhuman strength in overpowering
the outpatient (who had i.e. stopped taking "anti-psychotics").

in the Lord
Amen